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My Life, Rants,Raves, and, Malarkey.
Posted by SC Stephenson
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8:34 PM
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life
Wow as you can see i am no fan of blogs. I guess I'll take this one to keep people up to speed.
right now i feel.... content! I haven't felt like this in a long time... stressed, yes... but that's the only way it seems i know how to function... My freelance work is good. I have ONE more year of school and everything is surely but surely coming along smoothly! other then this work in school, my personal/ love life.... sucks.... but I'm still content with that... i think that the current situations that I've dealt with has made me realize that maybe having a personal life isn't for me... its a hard thing to grasp at first... but I have become content with this thought... Dealing with people is to much for me. Its never a straight forward thing (with me) . Its always something.... its a constant puzzle that you thought you solved then something comes along and fuccks it up.... then i have to start all over... NOW TO THE RANTS RAVES AND MALARKEY...
Am I an idiot? I think people think I'm some type of fool... i know i can be slow at times, but an idiot i am not. It seems like people think i am.... just a thought.
how can one not assume things, if the thing that they assume is never talked about nor discussed... One can only assume right?
in certain situations the word hypothetically shouldn't be used.... ex hypothetically if i had aids would u still have sex with me...?<----- like this situation....
if things are constantly changing... how the hell can they stay the same....
too many people want their cake and eat it too... greedy, selfish bastards!
How long is long... How long should i wait.... how long... if i have to ask... then its been to long....
if the shoe fits.... then wear it...
i trust my barber...
right or left.... up or down....
i need a girl....
i think i need new friends...
I hate/love deadlines....
I love... myself.
i think im done....
right now i feel.... content! I haven't felt like this in a long time... stressed, yes... but that's the only way it seems i know how to function... My freelance work is good. I have ONE more year of school and everything is surely but surely coming along smoothly! other then this work in school, my personal/ love life.... sucks.... but I'm still content with that... i think that the current situations that I've dealt with has made me realize that maybe having a personal life isn't for me... its a hard thing to grasp at first... but I have become content with this thought... Dealing with people is to much for me. Its never a straight forward thing (with me) . Its always something.... its a constant puzzle that you thought you solved then something comes along and fuccks it up.... then i have to start all over... NOW TO THE RANTS RAVES AND MALARKEY...
Am I an idiot? I think people think I'm some type of fool... i know i can be slow at times, but an idiot i am not. It seems like people think i am.... just a thought.
how can one not assume things, if the thing that they assume is never talked about nor discussed... One can only assume right?
in certain situations the word hypothetically shouldn't be used.... ex hypothetically if i had aids would u still have sex with me...?<----- like this situation....
if things are constantly changing... how the hell can they stay the same....
too many people want their cake and eat it too... greedy, selfish bastards!
How long is long... How long should i wait.... how long... if i have to ask... then its been to long....
if the shoe fits.... then wear it...
i trust my barber...
right or left.... up or down....
i need a girl....
i think i need new friends...
I hate/love deadlines....
I love... myself.
i think im done....